If I knew then what I know now.

If I knew then what I know now, I would not have done what I did. I often resent my years of naivite. Sometimes I'm thankful for them. They say ingnorance is bliss -I say ignorance is a curse. They say God does not give you more than you can handle -I call bullshit. They say you live and you learn -I say you can live and some lessons are still never learned. They say what goes around comes around -I say you can give it your best go and still get fucked when it comes back around. Life isn't fair -don't try to make it fair, do not try to make sense of injustice, do not try and understand the "why". Learn a way to cope and move on -or not..life will go on either way.

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